He kept thinking bout' the neverland
But didn't make it cos he know he ain't peterpan
Going strong but his habits going out of hand
Wishing that he had a girl that could understand
Relapse off them drugs knowing that he can't stop
Sitting in his room problems can't solve
Counting up the days that he came off
Sudden overdose now he fell off
When in public I tried to hide my insecurities
Trusting on my close ones only they get to know me
My eyes are teary
Broken and I'm weary
Know I'm standing strong but it did hurt me severely
My engine roaring tryna find the peace im looking
130 up on the dash fast lane know I'm speeding
Mama knows that at night I would be working
Didn't get no sleep getting money now I'm hustling
All alone in my head I am screaming
This hurts me so bad my heart is bleeding
Working hard for my future I'm still thinking
I'm in my bed like a kid I was dreaming
Cos
He kept thinking bout' the neverland
But didn't make it cos he know he ain't peterpan
Going strong but his habits going out of hand
Wishing that he had a girl that could understand
Relapse off them drugs knowing that he can't stop
Sitting in his room problems can't solve
Counting up the days that he came off
Sudden overdose now he fell off
Failing at my love life man I keep simping
Even if I love a girl I know it ain't reciprocating
Walking home and I'm tired see my mama her eyes tearing
Tryna keep my tears from shedding but feelings keep interfering
Everybody go through something its all about perseverance
Been locked up in my brain
I put passion in every lyric
Music is the place that I never really hide my feelings
Yea I know I messed up but now I ain't no more reclining