Take two steps forward, take your 12-step back Stop blacking out on cheap whiskey and Xanax Break all the rules, I think I like that You break all the rules, I fucking like that I like the way you smile when your friends come over I love the way that left eye droops when you're not sober And I know That you're not home now When I should be, but I'm drunk alone In therapy, I'm drunk alone Take two steps forward, take your 12-step back Stop blacking out on cheap whiskey and Xanax Break all the rules, I think I like that You break all the rules I'm drunk off you (I'm drunk off you) You're drunk off me (you're drunk off me) We're sharing smiles, laughs, and non-stop good memories And I know That you're not home now When I should be, but I'm drunk alone In therapy, I'm drunk alone Pick up your phone I'm getting drunk alone Pick up your phone I'm getting drunk alone Pick up your phone We could watch "Home Alone 2" Pick up your phone Now the car is crashing And I'm manically laughing Wha-oh yeah Sick of pills and always fading A death from dissociating Sleeping on Jake's sofa debating If everything I say is complaining And for you, I was always waiting But for you, I can't keep on waiting Think I'm bad, I know I'm bad At everything Think I'm bad, I know I'm bad At everything Think I'm bad, I know I'm bad At everything I'm good for nothing So I guess we're just fucked I'll move on You, are gonna have to spend the rest of your life Knowing you turned your back on love And that makes you a hypocrite