I've been living in endless winter
I've been dwindling by the fire
I've been wallowing in hollow autumn
I've been wandering towards the bottom
I've descended into narrow caverns
I've been wondering is there a way out
Cause this carnivorous universe is
Infinite still we make no progress
Cause i've been following the global news
It's giving me nothing but the blues
Should I choose numbness and cartoons
Or some cheap substance to abuse
I've been swollen with sullen sickness
I've been letting this sulking soak in
I've been bleating I've been abandoned
I've been bleeding into a bandage
I've been weeping underneath of a willow
I've been hollowing out a halo
I will belt about hellish horrors
Hear me howling out
Hear me holler
I've been bellowing my bellyaching
I've been billowing out my bile
Heavy shadows haunt my windows
All of the marrow leaks out of my bones
Still I'm searching for special springtime
I've been dreaming of summer sunshine