I feel upset I feel ashamed and used In the past I looked into And yet it's like I wanted to What's this punishment I choose I know it's painful But I keep walking through that door I know it's unstable But I keep coming back for more Cos I've been hurting Looking through the memories now And I got working On how to change the past somehow I was shaken by my thoughts when they came out Common man why don't you Smash their heads right into the ground Be a man and show them To never ever put me down You all you don't understand What it is that you done to me You all you don't understand What it is that you done to me You all you all you don't comprehend What it is that you left on me You all you all you don't comprehend What it is that you left on me It's in my head it's just a fantasy It's all just a dream that I've played out Do not regret these things are meant to be Don't look back be here be here now