I wrote it down when I was 14, Not to slouch Just to seem like I was Shorter than the boys And I started carving out the weak parts Til I was a woman I became by choice And now I'm looking at you Picking out a record Trying to find one you think I'd like And it don't come naturally But you're giving me a reason to try I'm learning to let go I'm learning to let go Despite my disposition I've made my decision I'm learning to let go Something 'bout the way she waxes nostalgic Makes me think I might-should Check her glass It's a fine line between watered down vodka And vodka in a water glass And each time I go back home The fear takes ahold One day I too could lose control It ain't just the drinkin' It's a toxic way of thinkin' And I'm terrified, I'm vulnerable, but I'm learning to let go I'm learning to let go Despite my disposition I've made my decision I'm learning to let go I'm learning to let go I'm learning to let go Despite my disposition I've made my decision I'm learning to let go I'm learning to let go Despite my disposition I've made my decision I'm learning to let go