I'll always honor you Yeah I'll always honor you Driving on the 10 highway on my way home Thinking about the love ones past but never gone Said you'd never go through this life life alone Had so much to say I put it in a song Or maybe two or three Could never write enough Learning how to overcome this grief with love Depression peaking in Lord knows it's freaking tough I answered the call but now we keep in touch Sleepless nights Turn into endless cries Hurts so much now I'm simply losing track of time Ocean eyes turn into tear drops Honor you every day Got your name on my wrist watch We forget that the past is a present And the future is a gift God gives as a blessing I been a begging for a sign from the heavens You showed me the word, it's the way It's direction I've been searching For a way to go about my life I don't have the answers Questioning the reason why I just know that I don't know that Look up to the sky Don't know where I'm heading But I know I'm heading In the right direction Don't know where I'm heading But I know I'm heading In the right direction Don't know where I'm heading But I know I'm headed I don't know what's normal at this point in time It's a lot to navigate What's on my mind Is this really life and Is there any light I've been trying to ground myself By writing out these rhymes By design I'm tryina make sense of it This event Seems impossible to have an end to it Need to vent Trying to put a pen to it Isn't it crazy how Life can change so quick I'm getting hit again My mental health is suffering Sick of this Another pain another instrument Listening while I reminisce Getting buckled in This life's a roller coaster I feel like I'm screaming in Learning more of this reality as I get older Getting lower Only means that up's around the corner Round the corner Like a soldier Gotta march through it Though it isn't over Taking orders Working toward a way to Move forward I've been searching For a way to go about my life I don't have the answers Questioning the reason why I just know that I don't know that Look up to the sky Don't know where I'm heading But I know I'm heading In the right direction Don't know where I'm heading But I know I'm heading In the right direction Don't know where I'm heading But I know I'm headed