There's this haze in my blood Will it clear as I grow up? I feel red, I see grey but it screams just as it fades There's no words, even noise, just hormonal pulsing shocks Break my voice Keep me small I'm a child that got too tall Everything at once feels different All the shudders, all the shades of rage and dread And I don't care when I should But I don't care if I should Can the age reach my veins so the truth can leave my face There's this voice in my mouth... JUST SHUT UP and sit back down No I won't. It's enough. To feel everything at once I can't tell if it hurts or my prides against the wall I'll stop dancing with my ego I want shivers, all the shades of rage and dread But I don't care and I should When I don't care but I could How can I feel better? If I can't stomach the taste of sourness How can I feel better? If I can't stomach every single hue of red So I do care and I should When I don't care, I know I could So I do care and I should If I don't care, of course I do And always will and always will.