Pain is becoming too familiar Rain from a little black cloud follows me I forgot what it's like to be in light And the storm overhead always pours in the day and the night But that's alright That's alright I pulled the trigger at the edge of the world There's nothing left for us here Or would you rather see me disappear So if I end up in a lifeless nowhere I'll crawl back to my hole And now there's nowhere else for me to go I'm on my own Love is becoming unfamiliar Death the only thing that's haunting me But no ghost can possess me If I'm not alive I'm not alive Always left second guessing the will I have left in the fight But not this time Not this time You don't know what I'm capable of I'm not dead yet, I just should be And I don't think you should stay long enough to find out