I sure do miss them drugs And not giving the slightest fuck Shivering and thunderstruck But it nearly killed me And I sure do miss cocaine The bravado and blood stains Crushing highs and creeping shame And it nearly killed me I'm not invincible after all I'm not invincible, it's impossible To stay awake forever And I miss the independence Of being high as fuck and friendless In the days that were numb and endless And that nearly killed me And I miss leaving every morning Without words and without warning With open arms towards an ending That would surely kill me I'm not invincible after all I'm not invincible, it's impossible To stay alone forever And in the final analysis, when it all comes down to it I went right up to the light and it turns out I didn't want to die 'Cause the one thing I never accounted for was love Untainted love Untainted love (Untainted love) Can't stay awake forever Can't stay alone forever (Untainted love) Can't stay awake forever Can't stay alone forever (Untainted love)