Oh the birds are ringing in The opening act of spring And I have fallen down and I'm so much worse than I have ever been Oh the season's acting strange And I know that something has to change But there is no path I can choose that will not bring somebody pain Please forgive me for the things that I must do I have hurt so many people It was never my intention to hurt you Oh the clouds have gathered thick And in my stomach I feel sick And I have all this drive and no idea what I should do with it But they say there is a calm After the passing of the storm So I can dream of going back outside When the rain and thunder's done Please forgive me for the things that I must do I have hurt so many people It was never my intention to hurt you I know the old folks say They can tell which way the weather's going Tell which way the wind is blowing Watching careful for the Signs among the little thing The barking dogs, the birds on wing I am deaf and blind And I can't say if I can change Patterns that have caused you pain Well, I was raised in suburbs Sheltered from the sun and rain Far away from subtle season's change Oh baby I will read About the buzzing of the bees About the grass and snakes And spawning lakes and the different types of trees And I will find a way That leads from cruel April into May And someday soon it will be June and you'll decide to stay Please forgive me for the things that I have done I will carry your umbrella in the summer And I'll shade you from the sun