Waiting for my eggs to boil As I look down, feet cleanly on the tiles Got myself distracted By an old flame I haven't seen in a while It's hard and sometimes shallow I was saving up for a better time than this There's no time like the present I try to count the rise and fall Some don't seem to arrive at all If Courtney's having trouble too What the hell am I gonna do Sometimes, I am critical As I'm watching my life as a movie Sometimes, it's a rom-com And some days, I couldn't be more wrong It holds my attention I was holding back while my friends are here But the soundtrack's freaking me out I try to count the rise and fall Some don't seem to arrive at all If Courtney's having trouble too What the hell am I gonna do I try to count the rise and fall Some don't seem to arrive at all If Courtney's having trouble too If Courtney's having trouble too What the hell am I gonna do