Eyes to the ceiling Back to the wall moving forward I botched some decisions Back to the drawing board and marker But mark my words I'm certain I flip the bird to burdens F*** if you hurt I heard it already The eeriest thoughts they used to put fear in my heart Through all the BS I could tear coliseums apart But we all seen it that's a part of the journey man Like I'm Robert Horry shot'll go in Keep my titles flowing Keep my hyper focus Keep my block list open Some things are not important I double-dutch the summer months and never rush 'cause I'm not that fast My life has changed from sundress My timing not that bad Got that bag and struggled for a meal ticket Lil timid n**** spit it out Now I feel different They want the real vision I'm looking through revisions Nothing is enough man Where I want it's not the one but I HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB Kept my strength through it all Tryna BRAIYKE through the wall and never look back Keep My HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB Keep My HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB Keep My HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB Chin to the check keep it a buck fifty with me Hit me up get a (beep) End of discussion I'm disgusted by assumptions The last b**** I was in She politic so much she could've ran for office Cut 'em off quick (Stop the cap) Or slow 'cause I stay tryna get lucky When hiccups a rose water toner what I rub in aye Stick in the mud still ain't grown from sticks and stones then huh Well I ain't grown from being a h** so who am I to talk I got a lot of thoughts Think I unlocked the vault I still owe (beep) an explanation but I'd rather not They gravitate to me I've always been an introvert They either not aware or never cared to peep my worth I know the bigger pic They'll crop me out in an instant if I ain't worth the risk But like my opening verse I'm sticking to my script Not enough fame to go around It's all a game until you found And all a waste if you go down but HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB Kept my strength through it all Tryna BRAIYKE through the wall and never look back Keep My HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB Keep My HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB Keep My HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB Kept my strength through it all Tryna BRAIYKE through the wall and never look back HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB HAEDOB Shout out to myself I made some moves I had to choose I can't rewind that Now everything cool but I'm just amused I had to find out this way but Hindsight I guess Don't say that you know me Everyone Einstein out here And lord knows I tried To fight all the signs and hide but I Don't wanna lose you Don't wanna lose you (woah)