If nobody sees me, do I even exist?
And if nobody needs me do I know what needing is?
I'm losing ground, I'm losing ground
I spent most of the winter trying write myself clean
I spend most of my days now blindly numbing the pain
I'm losing ground, I'm losing ground
I don't know if I'll keep any sound from getting in
If I drown you out, if I drown you out
I don't know if I'll feel anything ever again
If I don't have doubt, if I don't have doubt
This war wages between us every time we're alone
Oh me myself and my own thoughts could resurrect bodies from under tombstones
Regret regret: my familiar friend
I can feel the ghosts creep in
I'm losing it, whatever it is
I don't know if I'll keep any sound from getting in
If I drown you out, if I drown you out
I don't know if I'll feel anything ever again
If I don't have doubt, if I don't have doubt
Maybe it's a yes, maybe it's a no
Maybe I don't care what you say, I just let go
You're no good for me, goodbye's in my throat
But I won't leave I still choose the devil I know
I don't know if I'll feel anything ever again
If I don't have doubt, if I don't have doubt
I don't know if I'll keep any sound from getting in
If I drown you out, if I drown you out
I don't know if I'll feel anything ever again
If I don't have doubt, if I don't have doubt
Will I feel at all?