I've been running from so many things
I've been trying to find a better place
I've been keeping time and keeping us together
We keep saying forever, can't last today
Cause we're lost in what we don't know
If heaven opened up what would it show
Cause there's blood on my hands to remember
And fourteen hundred days to forget
But I'm frozen every new December
Cause you're in every breath
And I'm still a wreck
I'm still breathing without any air
I'm still breaking under you
I'm still picking up and picking up the pieces
And counting all the reasons you won't come through
Cause were lost in what we don't know
If heaven opened up what would it show
Cause there's blood on my hands to remember
And fourteen hundred days to forget
But I'm frozen every new December
Cause you're in every breath
And I'm still a wreck
Cause were lost in what we don't know
If heaven opened up what would it show
Cause there's blood on my hands to remember
And fourteen hundred days to forget
But I'm frozen every new December
Cause you're in every breath
And I'm still a wreck