I would rather sing for ten thousand
Than be alone in a room
Lately I just feel like I'm drowning
But I see clearer too
Cause God gave me voice
God gave me choice
True, I'm not as strong as I was
Try lifting my head
Keep crying instead
But I'm not going down, I feel whole somehow
I get a little bit closer to heaven
Every time I break and live through the pain I feel electric
I'm a little bit closer to heaven
I'm not afraid this is molding me
Cause in the chaos I'm brave
I've been feeling high off the pressure
Trying to find a way to survive
What if this anxiety inside of me will not disappear
Will it be my demise
I get a little bit closer to heaven
Every time I break and live through the pain I feel electric
I'm a little bit closer to heaven
I'm not afraid this is molding me
Cause in the chaos I'm brave
I'll be getting high off the sadness
High, it's molding me
I feel high, I'm never static
High enough to finally see
That I'm a little bit closer to heaven
Every time I break and live through the pain I feel electric
I'm a little bit closer to heaven
I'm not afraid this is molding me
Cause in the chaos I'm brave