Start to drift away I'd made up my mind that I'd come to far to change And now I'm falling apart I realise that Ive only got myself to blame Right back at the start again I never failed to push myself to the point where I avoided opportunities Telling myself that I was never gonna mean a thing How deep is loneliness Am I still here Inside this hole I wish you knew me then Knew who I was A light so dim I'm still so numb I wanna feel something inside but I'm too far gone How am I here again There's so many scars that I've sown shut With things I fake I feel so fake Broken There is nothing left I've come to realise I'm dead to everything My thoughts are empty My body is weak My own reflections suffocating me Am I still here Inside this hole I wish you knew me then Knew who I was A light so dim I'm still so numb I wanna feel something inside but I'm too far gone