I have lived a lonely time Of pleasing you or die, Washed away my coloured thoughts, And chewed the smile from me, My heart big and warm My thought brushed aside Still he turns the knife in my side My heart big and strong My soul lost and torn Still I'll stand here with pride You still don't accept me, Thus pleasing you till dawn, Obstacles before me, So I could never fly, Bled away my strength So that I would break But I know I'll run and hide I won't run and hide I won't run and hide Your guilt is not enough, enough I won't run and hide Last line ofain: Still I stand by your side!