It's been a few days, nothings the same, you're a stranger
But in my heart, I know that there's no one that could know you better
Maybe you're right, but I need time for me
To write this chapter on my own, mhm
So many fights, so many nights I couldn't hold my anger
I'd sleep in my car and wonder if I get to see you later
I'm done with the lies, done with the trying
So I guess you're not my problem now
'Cause I just want to hold you close
But I just fuckin' let you go
Mistakes are irreversible
So I think this might be better now
I don't want to drink tonight
But I need something to disguise
This pain that sits beneath my eyes
And in my mind
I think this might be better now, better now
I'm better now
Oh oh, no, no
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I wish you had faith, but I was faced with an ultimatum
You knew I had dreams, but who were you to tell me to forget them
And now it all seems your world is crashing down
You're blaming me for all that's been done
'Cause I just want to hold you close
But I just fuckin' let you go
Mistakes are irreversible
So I think this might be better now
I don't want to drink tonight
But I need something to disguise
This pain that sits beneath my eyes
And in my mind
I think this might be better now, better now
I'm better now
So I guess you were a liar
You said you want it all, want it all
But you didn't have that fire for us
Oh, yeah
And when the truth comes I'm a danger
And I won't hold you back, hold you back
Now we've lost what still remains of our trust
Oh, oh, oh
'Cause I just want to hold you close
But I just fuckin' let you go
Mistakes are irreversible, yeah
So I think this might be better now
I don't want to drink tonight
But I need something to disguise
This pain that sits beneath my eyes
And in my mind
I think this might be better now, better now
I'm better now
Oh oh, no, no
'Cause I just want to hold you close
But I just fuckin' let you go
Mistakes are irreversible
So I think this might be better now