Would you be happy for me
If I had nothing going on?
If I had nothing going on?
Would you be happy for me
If I had nothing going on?
If I had nothing going on?
Would you still ever hit my phone?
Even when I think I'ma end it all
There's something telling me that I'm wrong
Every time that I get alone
And the thoughts all come at me at once
And I can't tell if it's the drugs
I'm an inmate of the prison in my mind
And I think about this shit like all the time
I swear keep a straight face actin' like I'm not scared
Spent my whole life walking upstairs
Got this weight on my shoulders, I'm almost there
Yeah, I'm almost there
How do you expect me to love you
If I can't love myself?
And how do you expect me to trust you
If I can't trust myself?
Would you be happy for me
If I had nothing going on?
If I had nothing going on?
Would you be happy for me
If I had nothing going on?
If I had nothing going on?
If I never ever made a song
Would they ever give me time of day?
And if I never ever reach the top
Would everybody still treat me the same?
Probably not, but it's okay, yeah
I don't blame 'em, it's all a game, yeah
We all playing to get nowhere
We all playing to get nowhere
Ooh, but it's never over
And sometimes it's torturing me
How do you expect me to love you
If I can't love myself?
And how do you expect me to trust you
If I can't trust myself?
Would you be happy for me
If I had nothing going on?
If I had nothing going on?
Would you be happy for me
If I had nothing going on?
If I had nothing going on?