In my dreams, you're still alive And when I'm awake, I kinda want to die So it seems there's still a chance for me But I, I think I made a mistake We give and we take, that's just how it is So easy to fake, it's not easy to live with it I'm so fucking serious I think I'm starting to break I've been feeling so lost and lonely I'm losing my grip, yeah, I'm ready to slip And now I'm falling ever so slowly It's a long way down On my knees, I curse the sky Screaming, "Take me instead" This isn't how it should end I've been feeling so lost and lonely I'm losing my grip, yeah, I'm ready to slip And now I'm falling ever so slowly It's a long way down Now I bleed At least I'll try It's one of the ways I know that I'm alive And that means There's something left of me Inside I think I made a... I think I made a... I think I made a mistake I've been feeling so, so close to letting go I'm losing my grip, yeah, I'm done with this shit And now I'm falling ever so slowly It's a long way down It's a long way down