By then, I'd had enough I couldn't stand to watch you die So I died first That's how I survived Now I can't feel the ground Tremble beneath my feet And I won't make a sound while This town crumbles into the sea Now it's been years And even after all this time I'm still here There's simply nothing inside And when I held your head And whispered into you ear "It's okay to leave now There is nothing left for you here" I knew I had nothing left to fear It's not hard to keep it inside A feeling so hard to describe I don't know if that's okay Gonna do it anyway Do it anyway Yeah, it hurt It's almost something else now I cried so much I thought I might drown I'm out of tears, I'll make no concessions Through all these years, I've learned a lesson Everything I love will die In due time It's not hard to keep it inside A feeling so hard to describe I don't know if that's okay I fucking do it anyway Do it anyway I'll fucking do it anyway