A backpack full of cigarettes Some books you've never read And cheap beer. A packed head full of doubts Anxiety, Depression and fear. Every once in a little while I see you lost in the grocery isle. You cough when your nervous. Your lips always shake when you smile. It goes on. A dark rose full of sugar. A re-run of a show you don't like. The most boring conversation I've ever had in my life. It goes on.