As we're halfway over the bridge You're taking a sip of your coffee Glance at your phone and you mumble, "I hope he dies" Yeah, I hope he dies, too You were sunscreen and sandpaper Just living for the comedown You smiled and called me stupid And you swam to the other side of the pool Just like a dream As we're halfway out of the ocean Wondering where we parked the car A plane dips lower, towing a banner that said: "What did you do between the wars?" My selfish soul was screaming as I dropped you off at the airport You smiled and called me stupid Evaporating on the other side of the line Just like a dream It's just me and the recoveries Singing: "the only drug for this is time" Living a letter to all the things we could've done better now Forever further on my way back home I'm still spinning like a laundromat Still treading water in the aftermath Just stay clean, just say you'll remember me Forever further on my way back home