Putrefaction and mental anguish Of which came first I do not know Of once lively flesh Now behold alabaster stone One by one they tore Silenced severed synapses Like the weight of my own deception Held by straining nerves above candlelight Let those wallow in sadness We must choose rejection or the perfection of madness In the strive for grandness The vastness vanished Malignant vanity nourished, turn turn abuse Logical reasoning and optimal when not in use Auto betrayal of the microcosm that dwells within Like Sisyphus reaching treasonous peak of craftful sin Extremities retreat in clawing vengeance Regressing terminally burrowed sentenced Endless vistas resemblance By corrosive and contorted Mirrored reflection Of what we once were While wandering eyes of revulsion tell greater tales Where my mind and body ossified and left unfulfilled Oh taken maiden lusting for me Ambivalence of god Seasoned repressed and unseen To live like scripted scriptures Admonished by morals And dwell in nonsensical parantheticals Trust in me from their vibrant red-vengeance And teach me how to breathe Acrimonious deity Concise precise Obedience designed Obsolescence The insurgent apostasy Accrued amalgamation of infected minds by design Coveted elicit Vagrant of temptation Malicious intent of the why The leads to their fallacy Only to set you free Spread the seeds of doubt Forsaken to contorted eternity