I close my eyes - the world drops dead
In lucid dreams I've done what lies ahead
I lose myself - my blood freezes in my veins
No pain, no despair – numbness remains
You are a painting burned into my mind
A painting I have to throw upon the pyre
I detest you – I am no longer blind
Your screams get lost in a beautiful choir
I torment myself as I mutilate you
I cannot quit – you are still so lovely
We both know I will sacrifice us too
Everything once was is lost and history
I smell burned flesh and skin
A monument of my deadly sin
You've been a peek in perfection
Everything is worthless
I've lost all affection
There will be blood
There will be pain
My will shall be done
Thine will shall never happen
I am shattering in the rain
You are the offender and the victim
Hear my words, hear my wisdom
There is beauty in this life
Wherever shadows thrive
I will find a drill
I can no longer resist
And I will press it to my forehead
To ease the pain
My eyes adjust to the darkness
My thoughts fade into nothingness
I feel the rain falling down on me
Finally I think you can see what I see
Now we truly loathe sophistication
We're accepting our own damnation
We enjoy broken things
This is why I have broken you
I will find a drill
I can no longer resist
And I will press it to my forehead
To ease the pain
There will be blood
There will be pain
My will shall be done
Thine will shall never happen
I am shattering in the rain
You are the offender and the victim
Hear my words, hear my wisdom
There is beauty in this life
Wherever shadows thrive