I know I feel dead I know I got a heavy head I wanna rest in bed just go ahead I really wait sometimes It never feels just right I wanna close my eyes, lose my sight Wonder why you all look so damn bright I'm just waiting for tonight And I'm trying to see But I want to just go to sleep Ooo Just trying to let go I know I know that I Don't like to lie But you don't like to see my blues Just trying to break on through To you I just want my baby blue Im gonna cry for you Try to do All the things I never wanted to And I think I'm feeling right At least I know I tried I tried to find What I thought I needed to Want to see You and me But I have anxiety I grow I don't