If only I had a way to go back I wouldn't have ran away Oh it got the best of me No way to conceal mistakes that I've made The pressure kept building Always failing to contain it And I'm out of my mind I'd never been broken Until I felt hopeless Can you imagine being paralyzed No control of the thoughts inside (Of my head) So can you forgive me? Or at least understand me I feel I'm losing control Can you let me know that I'm not going crazy? Cause lately I feel so close to the edge That even when I sleep I'm running for my life Can you help me down? I'm out here all alone I need you I'm sinking I'd never been broken Until I felt hopeless Can you imagine being paralyzed No control of the thoughts inside (Of my head) So can you forgive me? Or at least understand me I feel I'm losing control I am losing control Feels like I'm falling apart Just want to turn and run But I'm better than this But I'm better than this I'm running out of time Need to regain control Regain Regain This can't happen again So can you forgive me? Or at least understand me I'd never been broken Until I felt hopeless Can you imagine being paralyzed No control of the thoughts inside (Of my head) So can you forgive me? Or at least understand me I feel I'm losing control