Dreading the day that I know will soon come The only way I can face it is to Make myself numb Make myself numb Approaching the gate that leads me here Rational thoughts overcome by fear Overcome by fear Overcome by fear Stepping through the threshold a frightened soul Touching the beast as it swallows me whole My destiny I can't control No turning back now all i can do is wait The skill of one soul now is deciding my fate Clenching my fist the beast begins to shake A force of nature how much more can I take Can I take Into ominous clouds of black I fly Falling and turning while young souls cry Young souls cry No longer I am in control I am in control Closing my eyes not looking below Not looking below Hours of emptiness now lie ahead No turning back Facing that which I dread Fear in the Sky How many times have I tried To understand Fate taken from my hands Why am I here Why do I fear Its out of my control And I feel so alone I think of those below As spirits warm my soul Is it all in my head This agony I dread I stand in cold despair While silent strangers stare Now hoping for an end Waiting for my descent No turning back now all i can do is wait The skill of one soul now is deciding my fate Sinister skies now becoming clear Ominous thoughts starts to disappear Disappear Now drawing closer to what makes me whole I'm once again the one who's in control In Control