Well I came to this afternoon with an IV in my arm Doctor says that your liver's fine, you better count your lucky stars But it's hard to see the sky beneath the hole that I'm falling through But if there's one thing that I still can count, it's everything I needed to But they're gone Oh they're gone And so am I And I can't excuse the things that I tried to defend She said she's leaving me, but I was gone long before then I hid my wrongs in the hair of a dog that I can't seem to tame And I swore I was better this time, but it's always gonna be the same And she's gone Oh she's gone But hell I tried And I swear I mean to do the things that I know are right But I can't shake the only ones that make me feel alive and I've been Holding onto something that I can't control, and I've been Running from the voice that's begging me to know That if they're gone And if she's gone I gotta be alright