On my first day without the drug I tell myselfthat i don't need it Just because i say and sing it Doesn't mean that i believe it I need to shrink and shrink Until i disappear When i go looking after me I find that nothings here On my first day as the new me I tell myselfthat i can be it Just because i say and sing it Doesn't mean that i believe it For every friend i've made For all the blood i gave For every one that stayed the course There's two that turned away And all the bitter diatribes Of the youthfully enlightened Millennial excrement ofthe the wounded and the frightened They rise like stinking totems in the swamp of the estranged And they find themselves all alone Bored and married to their pain I know it hurts to walk the road I know you've eaten dirt I know that things aren't lining up I know it always hurts Remember your first love tonight And listen to him call There's no more songs, so this is it There's no more songs at all