I want to open up my guts
And crawl inside to make a home
And nestle up inside the steaming
Softness silent and alone
I want to pull apart the things
You think that matter
? Cause to me nothing is everything
Just a vacant listless clatter
And I bury myself underneath myself
I will not reach or call for help
I want to do this on my own
I want to feel it in my bones
I want to know the ugliness
That wraps around me
So I open wide and die inside
Forget the things the world said I could be
There? s nothing for me, nothing I want to be
And I am nothing now and free
The nothing's in love with me
Don? t you think it? s funny how
The dirt just piles up on me?
And I? m being crushed but baby, hush
You know it doesn? t matter very much
To know the nastiness
And roll around in piles of this
Then yawn into the stinking hiss
Then close it tightly in my fists
When I am gone I? ll leave no bones
No dust, no death, no love, no home
Just emptiness and all of this is nothing
Nothing, nothing, I? m alone
So wave goodbye and close your eyes
And never take off your disguise
The world is ugly when you take it off
Go on and live your life
There? s nothing for me, nothing I want to be
And I am nothing now and free
The nothing's in love with me
And leave me lying here
The world will never shed a tear
For idiots who die like us and never ever
Know something that? s real
There? s nothing for me, nothing I want to be
And I am nothing now and free
The nothing's in love with me
There? s nothing for me, nothing I want to be
And I am nothing now and free
The nothing's in love with me