I was 11 or 12 When I lost my virginity to porn Who can relate to that? I talked myself down When I took acid By myself, didn't tell anyone Remember the years I stole Seven hundred dollars from my dad's place Where family is, heaven is But these days I can't be sure if I'm happy now Are you happy now? If Jesus was God and man But never sinned Was he ever really man? I'll always remember how it feels To resent the guys in my band So hard to believe what they believe Let's go into my thoughts She left the country And I wish she'd never come home Love's not enough to base your life on Or happiness now I catch myself basing my life on if I'm happy now If Jesus was God and man But never sinned Was he ever really man? If Jesus was God and man But never sinned Was he ever really man?