You want love in the summertime Come through if you want a high Come through got a little time Too many drinks in bad timin' Never get the love that we deserve Lost trust now it's a burden You ain't really weak if it really hurts You ain't need to speak if you really hurtin' Too many things on my mind Too many problems, so much hurtin' Too many loud fights, not enough silence You never took the time to check on me On me Now I'm fallin' like autumn Put some fence and I open like a locket There's a photo of us in my wallet Honest, I-I wish I never saw it Now I'm back-back in November Burned photos into embers I'm not trippin', it doesn't hurt Don't need to speak 'cuz I ain't hurtin' But I'm too used to you callin' I see my bed where you'd sprawl in Don't think my problems were solvin' We tied in the fall time Said goodbye through a FaceTime Full moonlight, I cried Shock of midnight divided Sleeping pills to keep me sane 'Cuz you still keep me wide awake Now it feels I'm about to break Diamond sky, wish I had stayed Too many things on my mind Like when we used to be fine Love me again with those eyes But you never loved me for me I loved you like you wanted me to Like you wanted me to Like you wanted me to I loved you like you needed me to Like you needed me to Like you needed me to, to