Tried to run away, didn't get too far Tripped over the pavement and fell apart No one can explain it but cross my heart Swear I always loved you, from the beginning It is not your fault that I'm so messed up Fragments drift away but my memory's stuck Somewhere between the history of faith and love No I don't wonna think about it, but that's what gets me 'Cause all I do is think about it, that's what gets me Yeah that's what gets me I could really use some balance, that's what gets me oh Laying in the darkness, I dreamed I slipped under an ocean, so deep I thought I'd seen the worst part, of me But that was nothin', it was just an introduction