I've been lying to myself I've been lying to everyone They all believe me when I say Everything's cool even though it's not Why did I even come here? I don't even wanna make small talk I sit alone now I'm leaving Gonna go home might get a little drunk But hold up You're saying that you're coming over But I don't wanna do this sober No I don't wanna listen no more When you're telling me 'cause... You don't know what it feels like You don't know how I feel Stop telling me that it's alright 'Cause you don't know what it's like To be me You don't know what it's like Everything's going pretty good I guess So why the hell do I feel like such a mess? Sometimes I feel like God's given me a test And if I wake up in the morning then I guess I passed But hold up You're saying that you're coming over But I don't wanna do this sober No I don't wanna listen no more When you're telling me 'cause... You don't know what it feels like You don't know how I feel Stop telling me that it's alright 'Cause you don't know what it's like To be me You don't know what it's like To be me No, you don't know what it's like Is it gonna be like this forever? 'Cause I don't wanna be like this forever I swear I'm gonna get my shit together But for now just let it go, leave me alone, leave me alone You don't know what it feels like You don't know how I feel Stop telling me that it's alright 'Cause you don't know what it's like To be me