Why am i so quick to doubt Why do i think this way Why am i so afraid Of the problems in my past i can't begin to change An anxiety ridden life Makes it hard to survive Never content with what i see Can't come to terms with my reality Trying to shine for the world to see I refuse to let it take my identity Dare to be Everyday i think about what i could've done Replaying life with a different outcome I can't hide there's nowhere to run A battle with self that i will never i win Can't get a grip on what it means Against all odds i live my life How i always will, drug free Why am i so quick to doubt Why do i think this way Why am i so afraid Of the problems in my past i can't begin to change