Why can't I seem to fall apart I'm perfectly fine, stay in the doorframe Only when the blinds are shut, do I let you in Do I let you in at the risk of all the weight You couldn't bear to see me this way This heavy You couldn't bear to see me this way I'm seeing you in the fireplace The red you left on the french doors when we played In every dumbass injury that you ever got, but were still okay You couldn't bear to see me this way I know, you're gonna have to see me that way Every time you see me I'll be like this for a little while