I just knew I shouldn't listen
That girl's realness isn't real
Scrollin', all day, up and down
And hustlin' like you don't ever sleep
Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah, ah-ah
Gotta make some tough decisions
Do I just stay in the kitchen?
Bitches will keep bitchin'
I just know it's outta jealousy
Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah, ah-ah
Shit's going down all around me
Energy climate more crisis
Still gotta work, pay for all this
Even the aunties are talkin'
Why just pretend to keep ballin'?
Will we be here after Putin? (Ah, ah-ah)
Go to work on a Monday
Then I wait to live on a Saturday
Think I'll be scraping by 'til I'm 98
(Pray that I don't get sick and)
And I drank too much on my payday
Making lockdown love on a Friday
I'm amazed that I haven't gone insane
(Some of these pills have helped though)
If you live to 36
Still figurin' out who's to blame
Givin' up on the news of which some are fake
(Might as well read some history books)
Then I wake up at noon for some pancakes
Did all the yoga and I meditate
And I guess I don't have the right to complain
Met a guy that's kinda decent
But I paid half for my dinner
Just because I didn't wanna
Have him think that I'm just cheap
Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah, ah-ah
All these girls are gorgeous
Doin' spin class, gettin' fillers
But, hey, you do you
And I'm just jealous with my saggy cheeks
Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah, ah-ah
Shit's going down, never stoppin'
Refugees tryin' to make it
All the world leaders still talkin'
Ah-ah, ah-ah
Oceans are fillin' with plastic
Rain comes and it's never stoppin'
If I protest, I'll need a permit
Go to work on a Monday
Then I wait to live on a Saturday
Think I'll be scraping by 'til I'm 98
(Pray that I don't get sick and old)
And I drank too much on my payday
Making lockdown love on a Friday
I'm amazed that I haven't gone insane
(Some of these pills have helped though)
If you live 'til 36
Still figurin' out who's to blame
Givin' up on the news of which some are fake
(Might as well read some history books)
And then I wake up at noon for some pancakes
Did all the yoga and I meditate
And I guess I don't have the right to complain
Jump onboard an airplane
I could post about my holiday
Oh my god, I just have to escape
(Pray that I don't get sick and old)
Oh hello, it's me, I'm here again
Doesn't matter where, I'm here to stay
How do I get the courage to be the change?
I know I'm imperfect and afraid
I admit, I could be more today
But instead, I just hide inside my bed
If I could turn off my stupid brain
Be like everyone on a Sunday
Go to church and have 2.1 kids someday