The echo remains, of you saying my name
2 A.M. gas station LED, shining in my face
I said "I don't want this to end no, no
I think it'll be the last time it did oh"
You said, you know
And chose to keep proceeding
Left the body out in the cold and bleeding
No common decency from you was needed
All we expect is so little from you
This not a free pass, so keep it
'Cause I'm done screaming, in my defense
Never got the opportunity to defeat this
And I'd still piss you off 'cause it fuels my energy
And that's what you said
So I'm sticking with that, for my ending
Drown out all your stupid noise
Sorry guys, can't make it in any more, yet
I'd still have your back, if you need me to
And I've been watching mine, cause I can't trust you
Dirty games, street ruling if that's how you wanna play
Misconstruing every damn thing that I say
I can't, I can't with that energy, and I know
You feel my pain, from a mile away
I hope you're sleeping well
'Cause I am, I am these days
We could sit here forever
And wonder how this got to that
And maybe if you weren't with her
You'd realize just how bad
I fucking needed you
At first, please trust me, it wasn't like that
Absence makes the heart grow fonder
It's not my fault, and I'm glad you can admit that
No I don't wanna fall
Replace you in the bottom of this ocean
I know it's my turn to dive in
Need me please, can't get too much attention
Fucked
Bad luck, this dead weight got me
I don't wanna wake up, too late I've crashed
And I don't wanna go back to the foot of your throne
But fuck it, I give up in this loneliness I call home
I'm wasting away, 'cause I've been on my own
For too long but you know, I'd still have
I'd still have your back, if you need me to
And I've been watching mine, cause I can't trust you
Dirty games, street ruling if that's how you wanna play
Misconstruing every damn thing that I say
I can't, I can't with that energy, and I know
You feel my pain, from a mile away
I hope you're sleeping well
Cause I am, I am these days
How the fuck could you do this?
Oh how the fuck? (could you look me in my eyes)
How the fuck could you call me a friend, call me a friend after this?