Take me back to 5th, in the backyard of 308
Flash forward a few mesmerizing hours
Suddenly I'm inhaling the change, that's about to be my future
And nothing can buy my way
Except the way the waves move
And how your eyes made me dive in, I
Never asked for it and I
Didn't hear you say much either
I guess we flipped scripts
Well I hope you're a damn good actor
You should know my lines so well
I've rehearsed them for years and years now
Your rates were so, so mean
Only thirteen stars out of a hundred million
And most of those I'll never see
I'm so small, you make me feel so tiny
I hate my insignificance
Always pity, so don't mind me
I gotta stay high to feel alright
You and I then, it was the last time that I did
And I went to hell and back over the mistakes I took myself,
I jeopardized you all the way
Flash back to the cold tin can
Parked in light, we walk as fast as we can
Street lamp glow, hovering above
You lay something on my mind
It made me wonder who the hell I was
Regrettable nights, December 29th
How has it been so long?
And how the fuck am I not dead yet?