Is this all, all that I wanted Have I found the place I belong in My feet are on the street and the air is mine to breathe but this just doesn't feel like I wanted Is this all, all that I wanted Why am I stuck feeling so haunted My life is on a track and there seems no going back but this just doesn't feel like I wanted Faces blank as they push past my shoulder All it seems they can see is a person undercover When my dreams seem to crumble from deep down under Is this really the life that I wanted Oh this really the life that I wanted Thought by now I'd feel really proud Paper slides as they hand me the pen But something makes me doubt what this is all about But how can I judge when I'm here now I try to make it alright good old days seem to wave from behind I should be in my prime but it all feels like a lie oh could I be out of my mind Faces blank as they push past my shoulder All it seems they can see is a person undercover When my dreams seem to crumble from deep down under Is this really the life that I wanted Oh this really the life that I wanted Where are the friends, where is the joy, where are the feelings of you made it oh boy Where did time do, where has this led, why was it so so so different in my head Where are the friends, where is the joy, where are the feelings of you made it oh boy Where did time do, where has this led, why was it so so so different in my head Faces blank as they push past my shoulder All it seems they can see is a person undercover When my dreams seem to crumble from deep down under Is this really the life that I wanted Oh this really the life that I wanted