I dreamt I was six years old Tucked in to the family fold Laundry in the living room Image of the bride and groom Framed and hanging from the mantel Brother with a roman candle Sister's nose inside a book Silent love Dirty look Silver spoon Paper plate Golden child Garter snake Garden State Overpass Melted street Itchy grass Subject folders knees and toes Student body Bloody nose Bedroom walls Ocean blue Free from any notion of who He was who he was He was who he was He was who he was He was who he was He was who he was He was who he was He was Free from pretense Free from story Free from dreams of fame and glory Purity Chloroform Slept right through the thunderstorm I dreamt I was six years old Tucked into the family fold I dreamt I was six years old Ripped out from the fa- The accident The lightening rod The ambulance The act of God The open flame The kitchen knife The car exhaust The afterlife The tunnel The abandoned bridge The light inside the fridge The hinges broken off the bedroom door The tantrum in the grocery store The carcass in the swimming pool The funeral The family jewel The therapist The realtor's son The settlement The college fund The bigger house The nicer school The greener grass The golden rule The scarlet birthmark Red wine Stain the carpet Past life on the market Zero down Four door sedan Two car garage Three floor plan Bedroom walls freshly painted Kitchen newly renovated Vigil in the living room The future widow The former groom Framed and hanging from the mantel Brother lights a yahrzeit candle Sister flips through memory books Mother sits The neighbor cooks He was who he was