I might run back to last summer My mind was clear when I was younger Sometimes the sun gives me a headache I know why, but I always hesitate Make myself Frustrate myself Break myself Save myself Make myself Frustrate myself Break myself Save myself Do you even talk? Just shelter your feelings How you gonna walk? If you're never healing Pry your tongue out Dial the phone You're building up new obstacles Open the door, say hello Living in boxes, alone I wanna feel good I wanna feel whole Introspection makes no moves Afraid to hide in my room I might run just run back to last summer To these times when we were all were better I feel like I am going under Shut my eyes pretend it's just like before Make myself Frustrate myself Break myself Save myself Make myself Oh come on, boy Frustrate myself Oh come on, boy Break myself Lift your head up, lift your head up Save myself Lift your head up, lift your head up Make myself Oh come on, boy Frustrate myself Oh come on, boy Break myself Lift your head up, lift your head up Save myself Lift your head up, lift your head up It's time He knows that he breaks himself Labyrinths bringing him to hell It's time Passions destroying his health Ripping him from his core help Tell yourself it's gonna be okay Just wait it a few more Mondays Consistently feel this way Selfish bullets ricochet Back and forth Fall forward Stumble backwards All cracked mirrors Disappearing I wish fear wasn't filling my head I don't know Quite where I'm going Feeling so Okay with not knowing Sentimental Scrapbook on the shelf