Every now and then I think How do I get this burden of my shoulders And every time I blame it on myself I feel like I'm 5 years older It feels like I'm falling Into a million pieces It feels like I'm drowning I'm fighting off my demons Here's to the mess I make, the rules I break I know, but I'm still learning To all those lonely days, the bitter tastes I'm ready and I'm burning Cause now I'm wiser I'm wiser Maybe I'm a mess inside my head But I guess there's something that controls me Should I listen to my heart and go right back to the start Won't you show me, baby It feels like I'm falling Into a million pieces Here's to the mess I make, the rules I break I know, but I'm still learning To all those lonely days, the bitter tastes I'm ready and I'm burning Cause now I'm wiser I'm wiser Now I'm wiser I'm wiser All the mess I make, the rules I break I know, but I'm still learning To all those lonely days, the bitter tastes I'm ready and I'm burning Here's to the mess I make, the rules I break I know, but I'm still learning To all those lonely days, the bitter tastes I'm ready and I'm burning Cause now I'm wiser I'm wiser