Ryan, I'd be lying if I didn't tell you how I still think about it now It shouts at me and down my throat And sometimes I pretend it doesn't I pretend I wasn't done so wrong it makes me cold You think I'm bold but I'm just cold And that's what makes me bold, I think Ryan, I'd be lying if I said I loved you now But I'd be lying too if I didn't tell you how I think about it And I don't doubt it at all I was ready not to fall and now I'm stumbling all Over myself Yeah, sure, soon I'll Eat well, exercise, and care about my health But for now I don't care much About anything Other than the fact that you seem to love everything About me singing My sad songs, it makes me bold Makes be bold, but I'm still cold Maybe when I'm old, I'll heat Ryan, I'd be lying if I said I wasn't scared But I'd be lying too if I pretended not to care Whether I could bear the weight Of giving in to what could break this cold That would be bold, to break this cold But I don't know if I'm that bold So I guess when I'm old, I'll be cold