If we went to a party, we both know I'd have more fun But you would find the one that you're supposed to love And maybe it would be me, but I'd be lost in it all And you would find the one that you're supposed to call Supposed to call The worst part of it all is how he talked over beauty Or how you're pretending you ever saw it in him truly Cause you're just like him, in a way You stay away to stay sane He broke my brain But you broke my heart just the same But I'll stay it out, don't get me wrong, I'll always stay And I'll weigh it out in every song, in every way And at night I'll lay down by your side after the day And I'll pray for you to say, "go, stay away Finally go away" The worst part of it all is how you thought you knew beauty Or how you're pretending you ever saw it in me truly Cause I'm just like him, in a way I stay away to stay sane He broke your brain But I broke your heart just the same I know that you loved me but didn't know how So I'm left with this feeling of wanting it now Don't worry, I don't mean that I want you back I just mean I want something that I've never had And now that I finally start to move on I hate you for leaving and love you are gone Now that I'm leaving you want me again And that's when you start to remind me of him I've started to grow so defeated and thin I don't know if to go or to stay's giving in The worst part of it all it how I thought you taught me beauty Or how I'm pretending I don't still think you did it truly Cause I'm just like you, in a way I need to say to stay sane You broke your brain But I broke my heart just the same