Every day we'd scream in silence Every night we lost a dream You're a different kind of quiet I don't wanna go But I'm gonna go before you leave I lost all that I ever put my heart in Bit dramatic but at least that's how I felt He built my walls and you don't get to climb 'em 'Cause I wanna go I'm gonna go before you leave But you keep holding, holding, holding on And I keep hoping you won't come along 'Cause I am torn and torn and torn apart But you keep holding, holding, holding on I'm torn apart I'm torn apart I'm torn apart But you keep holding, holding, holding on I lived and loved a life I gave my all to But he ripped me up and stole a little piece I swore I'd never, ever get torn up again I don't wanna go I'm gonna go before you leave But you keep holding, holding, holding on And I keep hoping you won't come along 'Cause I am torn and torn and torn apart But you keep holding, holding, holding on I'm torn apart I'm torn apart I'm torn apart But you keep holding, holding, holding on