When I left the table Because I had to Because I'd ruined the energy Of the room Went out Into the cold night Carrying my dark cloud Like a balloon I don't miss you I don't miss you yet Just got to put myself back On the right track Before there was love in my life I looked around And found What I could Surrendered to the quiet Of my dark room When I'm able I'll grow a garden I'll tend the flowers and think All afternoon No one watching Except the flowers I'll set the table with clouds If I want to And let them rain down Let them rain down on me I'm just tired of Trying to be Something Before there was love In my life I looked around And found What I could Surrendered To the quiet Of my dark room Help me God Help me God I don't know What you are But I'm listening Help me God Help me God I don't know What you are But I'm listening For something Out of fear Out of pain Out of love Just the same Out of fear Out of pain I will love you The same