Roll into the water To find a new feeling Walking through my neighborhood To see all of my old friends Jump off of a ledge real high Lets see where I would land I think I die well probably That's good enough for me When pebbles press into my knees Ill try To get better Indeed Why oh why Would I think this through With nothing to prove This lively mood The eyes of a fool Its true Why oh why Would I think this through Hey! What I'd give to be exactly what I mean Something nasty happened to me Now I can't breathe Lost my heart in a Portland parking lot And Im fine, Im fine Said to me that she drove all night And now she's gone She's gone