So hard to save me from myself
When it's just so hard to breathe
I say goodnight and wish you well
I know you're dying, you're dying to sleep
Life goes on, but not while it's me playing god
Born in darkness so I could be wrong
If these are lights then I want them off
You will not survive the first sight of my dark passenger when it comes to life
You will not survive
You will not survive the first sight of my dark passenger when it comes to life
When it comes to life
And I can't stand running around in my own head
It's starting to feel like a nightmare
Looking over my own shoulder, but the shadow breathing down my neck is getting colder
Never felt a heartbeat
Now it's beating out my chest
Never felt so lonely
Got me feelin like there's nowhere left turn
Tear up the floorboards
The beating is starting to hurt
So hard to save me from myself
When it's just so hard to breathe
I say goodnight and wish you well
I know you're dying, you're dying to sleep
I AM A MONSTER
Can't you see that this has become and will always be a part of me
So save yourself because you're not saving me
And I can't stand running around in my own head
It's starting to feel like a nightmare
Looking over my own shoulder, but the shadow breathing down my neck is getting colder
These walls are closing in
It's getting impossible just to breathe
Looking over my own shoulder, but the shadow breathing down my neck is getting colder
(I'm treading water as I've watched my world crash down
When will the weight of my ways ensure that I will drown?
My wake is shamed, but if I am god, is god to blame) X2